I think its true when you have a boyfriend, you tend to neglect your friends. I know, I am neglecting. I thought I could balance it off, unfortunately I can't do it. Shit, and plus I feel that I am losing interest in Cookie. I don't know what is there for me to get excited for? She is supposed to feel even happier that she has gone into this family, I don't think that I am capable of taking care of her. I am seriously beginning to hate myself. Anyway, the happier side of me is that Sentosa are offering jobs. Hopefully, I can get the job and work with the bitches. Yesterday was the N' levels results and I realised most of the people that I know of have failed. Well, this shows that i might fail too. I hope I get 16 cause i dream that i got 16. But, Juliana always say what "Dreams are opposite of reality". Another happy thing, I have recently started playing badminton. Its so fun! (Like duh, you hadn't been exercising for the past 3 years! Dumb ass! )Felicia so when is the next badminton game ?